Monday, May 17, 2010

half a world away

It still doesn't feel okay.
I don't know how I'm suppose to be handling this.
I can smile and laugh and joke around,
but it's not coming as easy as it should.

I'll feel fine for a while.
Take a breath, take it in.
Let it be, whatever happens will happen.
I walked by your old apartment,
at first I didn't dare look up.
But I did, of course I did.
It was weird, being in that exact spot without you.
Hamad explained it differently
but sometimes the right thing and things that hurt are the same.

Everything's going to be alright,
how many times have we used that sentence in the last months?
a lot.

And when the mountains make me smile
They make me smile for quite sometime
I know I’ll be fine
But hey, I still miss you

And for now, I haven’t felt
A way to feel okay
And I know that, we all hail
To go our own ways
But hey, I still miss you

I hope you miss me too, in a good way.

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