3 cups of coffee, 5 cups on tea, spoonfuls and spoonfuls and spoonfuls of sugar.
Cigarette after cigarette "I'm cutting down."
lay in bed, move around, struggle to find sleep, wake up crying 20 minutes later.
Walk the streets of the place I love, feeling like a caged bird.
Vendome, Lionel-Groux, Atwater, Guy-Concordia, 90, 105.
4 flights of stairs, door on the left, walk right in and dump everything on the floor.
Music, cigarettes, couch, computer.
lay in bed, move around, struggle to find sleep, wake up crying 20 minutes later.
REPEAT.