I can't fucking stand anything right now.
The food I eat, the clothes I wear, the music I listen to.
It's the same conversation with every single person.
It's all the same over and over again
breathe in breathe out
I can't feel my breath, I can't see my chest rising and falling.
I can walk for hours and not even realize I'm moving.

Everything is ugly.
For the first time, I've ceased to see the beauty around me.
It's just not there anymore.


I'm bothered by everything and everyone.
I don't know how I'm suppose to do this for the rest of my life...