Come on bar tender, won't you be more tender?
Love will be the death of me.
3 days into 2010 and nothing seems to have changed.
People keep changing, but that's always been the same.
I'm just waiting now, for things to get back into routine.
wake up, go to school, come home and spend what's left of the day with the people I want to see.
all the while having the 24/7 jukebox in my head playing music and thinking about someone that makes me smile...
I find the feeling of missing that someone who makes you smile absurd.
absurd in a way where I'm glad there's someone for me to miss, someone for me to look to, but then I've found missing someone is one of the worst things I've ever felt.
so many bitter sweet is better than absurd.
I hope they think of me and miss me just as much.
I'm not ready to be let down right away, I want to be able to make the effort of being with someone. I don't want to get scared of being attached or being cared for, not this time.
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