hear you me, my friend

There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.


You'll be missed, I promise you that much <3

I'm telling you i feel like shit because I want YOU to help me feel better.
I know you're far away and can't do very much and I know it's wrong of me to count on you so much, but I just don't know what to do right now.
and I need to hear you tell me it's going to be okay.
I don't even know whats wrong with me but I know thats what I want you to say to me.
Because I'll believe you.

my dear friends,

I wish I could rip the world in two and keep half just for us.

We could do whatever we please
sleep all day in hammocks out on the beach
drink and walk the streets that we own
read books, write books, build a library in one of our lost towns
We would have everything we ever need;
we would have each other.

to a brother

I will always stand beside you, no matter what.
One night, that's all it took.
I have so much love for you, it's insane.
I've re-gained every single ounce of respect I ever had for you and more.

We've always been the dynamic duo, we always will be.
I'm grateful for you, no matter how much we both fucked up
we know we will always have each other.
at least that.



You listened to all my drunken ramblings on top of it.
"He's been my best friend for about a year, he got me hot chocolate when I my heart was broken, held up me when I was past the point of drunk, worries about me when I get to quiet and always made me laugh when I really needed too. He's got this whole do what makes you happy and stop worrying about things point of view, which is really good for me. He's always really straight up with me and makes fun of me for being overly emotional, he tells me when I need to suck it up and do something, he doesn't baby me, he understands me, better than anyone before, and he treats me like a fucking princess."

I guess only a real brother will sit there and smile when you talk about things like this.

safe

in your eyes i see the eyes of somebody that could be strong, tell me if i'm wrong
and now i'm pulling your disguise up, tell me are you free or are you tied up?


Running your fingers down my back singing softly, I smile and let my self fall asleep.
Tangled up in every inch of you, knotted so closely I don't know where you begin and I end.
rolling over and seeing your face beside mine on the pillow, a half asleep kiss to remind me you're happy I am beside you.

At some point in all of this, I realized not everything has to be complicated.
There isn't always some big thing that's going to roll around the corner and run me down, not everyone that knows me is against me, smiling will make the day a better day and if there's something on your mind, just say it. Because worrying about it, having it keep you up at night is not worth it.


"Your a safe, I haven't figured out the combination yet"
"I just need time"
"are you getting there"
"yeah"
"me too."

I can't fight it

I lie awake at night, starring at the ceiling,
how many nights over the years have I spent like this.
The walls know more about me than most people in my life,
they hold me in, keep every last one of my secrets.
I can't sleep alone in the dark, but the buzz from my lights makes me restless most nights, I know I should get up and do something, occupy my mind
but it's so hard when the blankets are begging me to stay, covered up, hidden.

I guess this is just me missing your face beside mine on the pillows most nights.
I keep thinking you're lying beside me in the morning, and honestly, that is the worst feeling in the world, because after those two seconds of bliss, after rolling over and remembering you aren't there, my whole day goes down the drain
and I'm not even out of bed yet.

cliche

When you grab a hold of me, tell me that I'll never be set free.
I'm a parasite, creep and crawl I step into the light
Two pints of booze, tell me are you a badfish too?

Just rolling around laughing, making fun of each other
Making one another smile, that's my favorite.
Missing spending every night curled up on the couch together.
Best at doing nothing together.

Cheering you up and hearing you laugh,
Walking around and pushing each other into snow banks,
Listening to music for hours on end,
Finally falling asleep beside you, exhausted.